[McCoy sighed and leaned a little more against Jim.]


I don't think I'm cut out for this Jim. I can deal with the quota with the nice lady Julian recommended, but the relationship thing . . . I don't understand it at all anymore. Flirtin is fine, but I don't like the casual thing, and apparently, I can't read men at all. Probably not that surprisin since I never tried before.


[He was laughing at himself in a wry fashion. It wasn't that Kurt hadn't liked him or wanted to have sex, the guy did. He just didn't really want more than the occasional encounter and some basic friendship. It was McCoy who'd wanted more. And neither one of them was to blame for wanting different things, even if it felt weird to be the one wanting more. It was just a little sad. Well, at the moment it was a lot sad, which was why he was leaning on Jim.

McCoy would get over it, he just didn't like it. And it also meant he could even see Kurt for a while even though he wanted to. Not till he'd worked through his issues. He wasn't ruining a nice friendship.]


I think I should just stick with findin friends.